Wednesday, November 26, 2014

The Politics of Getting Dressed

I've been slowly easing my way through the pages of Women In Clothes. It's been more than a few weeks now. I'm taking my time not because it isn't a pleasure to read (it is), but because this is a different kind of book--one filled with a diverse range of voices and perspectives from artists, writers, mothers, daughters, sisters, actresses, teachers--all who reflect on topics related back to clothing. In certain instances, it's one woman's meditation on a dress, how the dress came into her life, how she feels when she wears it, and how she imagines herself interacting with the world in its armor. Sometimes it's a photo journal of someone's sock collection.

But the book is less about the clothes themselves, and more a reflection on how the women feel about their own experience, their mood, and their relationship to the garment. The book is, at least in part, about how women imbue their clothing with signification--how meaning is located in the person who wears each piece, and how she thus transfers a kind of energy into the garment, and seldom the other way around, unless it's a garment or accessory that's been passed down.



But this isn't the only focus of the text, because clothing always has a history before it reaches our fingertips. The book also explores more political avenues of inquiry--examining where our clothing comes from, what it costs to make it, and what about the woman behind the sewing machine who stitches together our bras? What is she wearing? What does her shirt mean to her?  How does she choose her clothing, and what does she think about as she makes the clothing that eventually lands in our closets?

While we may have layered connections to the shirts and jeans we choose in the morning, it's difficult to ignore the separation we often have from their origins. What does it mean that these items are largely imported rather than made on domestic soil, and how do we reconcile the fact that a good portion of these goods are becoming increasingly disposable to us?

As a grad student I loved the presence of H&M and Forever 21 as options for finding sweaters and dresses that fit the bill, but which I could also afford. I thrifted quite a bit during this time too, as I do now, but if I was buying something new, I tended to go to one of these two places or the GAP. But this is rapidly changing for me. It has become increasingly difficult for me to feel good about stepping into these stores, smelling the off-gas of factory chemicals lingering in the air, and then purchasing a synthetic, chunky knit sweater for $22 that will surely pill in a matter of weeks.

More than this, I can no longer ignore the fact that these goods are produced in factories that underpay their workers and contribute to a growing human rights and ecological crisis. Mass-produced clothing causes pollution, and the people spending hours in these hot, poorly-ventilated rooms, breathing in chemicals and tiny pieces of fabric are subject to health problems.

These thoughts, questions, interviews, and revelations (and yes, it's all in there) lead up to a manifesto, about half-way through the book. Turn the page, and suddenly there's a black background, the text is green, the font sterile, and as I read it, I had goosebumps--it's haunting, some of the language here--but also refreshingly honest and inspired. Getting dressed is political, and most of us do have a choice in the matter. For some, it isn't as much a choice as it is an ethical dilemma that demands restraint when it comes to purchasing more.

The manifesto is from Margaux Williamson, (one of the many contributors), and it's called "How to Dress in Our New World."



A few excerpts:

9.  So now if you find a T-shirt on the street and it is 100% cotton, maybe it is time to put it on. That is a great find, to find cotton on the street, so far away from the fields. And though it probably advertises a bad system that you don’t believe in, everyone knows from your face what’s in your heart. And besides, our personal investigations are as valuable as our speeches. See what it is like to match your face with the bad system. There are not so many vacations anymore but we still must go places.

11.  It might seem like, in the new world, clothes are nowhere to be found, but they are everywhere. In the dessert, at the funeral home, in the garbage.

12.  There will never not be enough clothes. We made so many. Galaxies of factories were born in the name of individuality. Our person to clothing ratio spiraled out of control and the resulting great piles of clothes made more visible the meaninglessness of our individual lives on earth.

18.  What we love now are worn things, things that have made it through experiences with what appear to be travel scars and thick skin. We think, these dull blue boots are strong, I can tell they have been to the woods and the jungle and the floods and the dinner. Maybe we can’t tell what the shoes mean, since we haven’t been there, but we know they are still here. Sometimes, not knowing the meaning is not meaninglessness, but love.

You may read her whole piece here.

I'm also reminded of this book from a couple of years ago. And this. I'm curious, what do you think about when you shop? Do you have a manifesto that helps you navigate these questions?



Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Do You Doodle?

When I'm gripped by a surge of inspiration, driven to the page by creative impulse, the results usually find their form in a slender string of lines--usually a scrawl of messy cursive. I try to jot the words down as quickly as I can, so as to remember their order and sequence, sometimes inside a tiny notebook that I keep on hand, or in one that rests beside me on the nightstand. And if these items fail to surface, I'll settle for the back of an envelope, the flip side of a bank statement, if I'm in a bar, the requisite whiskey-soaked napkin will suffice.

Regardless of their exact location, lines come and land on the page in mere seconds, and after that, it's up to me to decide what comes next. Are they worthy of more attention, or was the jotting down of them their sole purpose? If it's a longer piece I'm writing, perhaps they fit in somehow? Or, if they're entirely nonsensical, but the syntax is just right, maybe it's just a tiny amusement I file away under, "Jokes I tell Myself." One of my friends calls it "scribbling," and I like that. It takes some of the pressure off, in a way.

But for artists whose creative expression comes in shapes other than horizontal lines, while they may refer to their work as "doodling," the end result can often be awe-inspiring and sometimes startlingly beautiful.

When I taught English, I would sometimes notice the occasional student sketching a small drawing in the corner of a notebook. Rather than feel annoyed that said student may not be paying his or her full, undivided attention to whatever I was saying, instead I would find myself curious--sometimes to the point of distraction--to see what they were drawing. Doodles are inspiring. They rise up from some part of ourselves that feels free of imposed constraints, expectation, or the need to produce something worthy of an audience. Doodling, just like jotting lines, feels necessary. I've read several articles arguing that doodling can in fact help a person focus and aids in the learning process by opening different pathways in the brain, particularly when lots of information is being processed. So perhaps it is best to leave the doodling student to her craft.

Doodlers Anonymous, or DA, is blog-home for doodles, interviews, and themed-submissions, and it was started by OKAT and Hugo Seijas, who are also both self proclaimed doodlers. Artists like Gemma Capdevila, whose work is shown below, mix together whimsy, humor, and sometimes a bit of the absurd in their sketches, and many of them are stunning. It leads one to question where the line truly rests between doodles and, well, the other side of doodling?






So dreamy, right? 

Check out more gorgeous doodles here and here.

Monday, November 24, 2014

Monday Musings: Sleepytime

It's a gray-blue, chilly November morning, and though my wake-up time came and went hours ago and I've been plugging away at work, it's still the kind of morning that inspires daydreams of sleeping in, which, thanks to the holiday gods, is sure to happen in just a few short days.

As someone who struggles to fall asleep and stay asleep for a healthy number of hours, I've developed a particular interest in all things that connect back to the elusive, unconscious state: sheets, pillows, bed size, mattress consistency, extra blanket, objects on nightstand, pictures on walls, color of said walls, rug on bedroom floor, curtains, darkness, nightlight, on and on...

In a fit of sleep deprived curiosity, here are a few bedrooms that make me wonder: Could one find sleep here? (Fellow insomniacs, this one's for you!)

                                             (northernmoments.tumblr.com)




Maybe it's less about the bed sometimes...



                                                  (ollebosse.tumblr.com)


                                                         (lessalice.tumblr.com)

Happy Monday and sweet dreaming!

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Late Autumn Strolling

One of Spokane's truly beloved little spots is Manito Park--a sprawl of green grassy hills and trees, a sweet little pond for the ducks, discrete paths and plenty of space for kiddos, walkers, joggers, picnics, gatherings, solo drifting, frisbee golf, and even a little larping action (when the weather's nice).

I find myself at the park at least once a week, sometimes more than this, depending on my mood and how much I'm in need of the quiet refuge. I'm a runner, so it's perfect for this, but to really appreciate how serene this spot is, walking is my favorite mode.

Even better when I'm with my favorite walking companion.


The evenings come much earlier these days (around 4:45, it seems), so today we stole away for a late afternoon walk and followed the sun's fast fade into twilight. I love how even after the sun was gone, the park still glowed in this soft blue light.


A few lingering patches of gold and yellow to kick up along the way








The park is so still at this hour--the gloaming. My thoughts quiet down, my breath freezes and hangs in the air for a split second before it disappears, and my nose goes numb, so I pull my scarf a little higher across my face and we make it back just before night falls. So grateful for this place.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

And the 2014 Word of the Year Is...

Vape, according to Oxford Dictionaries, but there were some interesting runners up, including bae (similar to one's romantic boo, perhaps?) and one of my personal favorites: normcore:

-core (from hardcore) has been a remarkably productive suffix for decades, most commonly being used to christen a new extreme or intense music style. More recently it has become semantically diluted so that it means something akin to “non-mainstream”, and has broken away from music to embrace film (think mumblecore).  Although examples of its use can be found as far back as 2009, 2014 is the year that normcore shot into the popular consciousness. Referring to a trend in which ordinary, unfashionable clothing is worn as a deliberate fashion statement, normcore has already been declared “over” by fashion blogs and magazines. However, language doesn’t tend to work quite as quickly, and therefore normcore the word still remains very much alive in the vocabulary of English.



Passé, maybe, but it was a mere three or four months ago that my boyfriend introduced the term to me, and I flipped. It all clicked in that moment: the resurgence of Birkenstocks over the last few years (which I adore), and not just that, but Birkenstocks with socks--the stuff of my youth! Add the nondescript windbreaker and sky-high blue jeans--not the high-waist skinnies we've seen for some time, but the ones that fit a little baggy all over--GAP jeans circa 1990.

Think Seinfeld and Friends. Mom and Dad. Over-sized sweaters, gray sweatshirts, and a rejection of the idea that fashion be painful in any way. In fact, it can be less fussy and fanciful; it can embrace the body rather than restrict it. The criticism, I suppose, is that this type of fashion suggests to the world that one just doesn't care, and while this look can certainly toe the line, I'm not convinced that an overt disregard for style is at the heart of normcore.

I mean, check out some of this loveliness:


I personally love any look with stripes, camel coats, or chunky blue sweaters. (I know I'm not alone in this.)


Ah, normcore. May it be a word and a look that follows us well past 2014. And for more word play and previous word winners, read on, my friend. 

(Photos: www.ellecanada.com/blog , www.blog.lonewolf.com)

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Found in Translation

How cool are these illustrated words from New Zealand-based desinger, Anjana Iyer? The images represent the meaning of words that have no direct translation into English. My two favorites are Komorebi (the word reminds me of some of my favorite Ansel Adams' photographs), and Tsundoku (I'm guilty of this!)

Fernweh (German)



Komorebi (Japanese)



Aware (Japanese)



Tsundoku (Japanese)


See more illustrations here, and one of my favorite words. If it weren't so gorgeous right now with frosty sunlight glazing the trees outside, I might wish for a fresh rain--one of the best parts of living in Washington state.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Helvetica!

Seems I'm a tad late to the party on this one, since the film Helvetica was released in 2007 (what's a mere seven years?), but a delightful discovery it was last night, and fascinating stuff for anyone interested in design history. Produced and directed by Gary Hustwit, the film explores the origins of the type, Helvetica, featuring graphic designers and type artists with very strong opinions about the font--some who's designs are firmly tied to it, and a handful who absolutely disdain its sober, unaffected character. 

The film begins with an introduction to the Swiss designers who helped build the ubiquitous typeface and later shifts to designers who currently play with a more postmodern style, rejecting the clean, precise type that represents much of corporate America. 

I loved learning Helvetica's history, realizing as I watched just how much I've come to depend upon and expect the uniformity of the graphics around me. Consider the GAP logo or even our U.S. tax forms (all in Helvetica) and how, as one cast member put it, we find a sense of security in the way corporate signage seems to sort of hold or "contain" the chaos and messiness of the rest of our lives--how there exists a reassurance of control and order via the signposts and street markers around us. Those words with their straight lines, sans serif, are many layered in their semiotics.

There's a moment when one designer takes us through the pages of an old LIFE Magazine, highlighting examples of advertising from pre-Helvetica 1950's:



Of course the film also made me consider the font here in this space, and how it feels for a reader seeing words in one type versus another.  Lots to consider...

The film is available on Netflix (if you happened to miss it the last few years, like me). And the trailer:



What's your take on a serif font? Yay or nay? Do you have a go-to type? Happy wintery Tuesday to you!

Monday, November 17, 2014

Reason for the Telling

I'm one of those people who carved out a couple years (the last years of my twenties, to be exact), pushed the pause button, and hitched my wagon to a life of writing (and teaching writing). I was pursuing my MFA in fiction during this time, and more than anything, my goal was to strike at the heart of good story telling--to locate that dubious secret woven through certain narratives (we all know the ones), which spark bright with hilarity and carry just beneath their lines a particular density--the opacity of loss, something utterly human and true. I care deeply for words. I'm irked when they're tossed into sentences without care, and I don't mind spending the better part of my day pondering their sequence. In fact, I think it may be the most useful way to spend the hours as any.

One of the questions often raised in our writing workshops, the whole group of us seated around a large oval table as we dug into the lines of a student's story was, "Why now? What's the reason/occasion for the telling? Why this day and not last week?" It was a question intended to probe us writers and the particular author in question, to consider what the real drive behind the story was--what was essential about the specific moment the story began? The details matter, so does narrative tension, dialogue, showing/not telling, all of which hinge on the exact moment we encounter the characters. It's easy to start a story too soon; it's even easier to stick a character in a scene that does nothing to advance the story. So often we just want to see our characters sit in a bar and drink whiskey--and why not? We give our fictitious friends opportunities and experiences we often wish for ourselves.

I finished the program in 2011 (loved it, and will surely talk about it here more, sometime), taught English for several years after that, and I'm now working at a university as an academic advisor. I'm also striving to find any and all time available to feed my creative curiosities, roam the out of doors, and love on the people I adore.  I find myself wondering now, as I begin this blog, what is the reason for the telling here? What is my purpose, my aim, what's with my timing? I'm still considering the answers to these questions, but certainly one of my primary goals is connection: connection with other bloggers and writers, with readers, with new communities, and with my own thoughts--as often as I can get them down on the page. What a gift these spaces are to a writer, and I truly am thankful for a well-established venue in which to share.

Mostly I want in on the fun, and what better time to start than now?